Prayers in Your Name

Sometimes I want people to read what I’ve written in my blog but there are also moments when I think about having a blog with limited access… Rasanya aku ingin bercerita tentang banyak hal, terutama what’s been going on in my life so far. I thought about making a platform where I can tell even the mundane things I’ve experienced. Compared to my college self, I don’t have this urge to keep grinding and producing something, an urge born out of fear that I’ll be left behind. But at the same time, that urge has its perks too. However, the main downside is the perfectionism that comes with it. Back in college, I saw my seniors and mates having blogs with excellent writing in them, and I want to show off my ability in crafting words too, albeit with less intelligent topics. To produce so many writings varying in topics, there has to be some push, like something igniting the flame within. To criticize, to persuade, to argue. But lately, I lack that flame. I’m not as easily triggered as I was